6 October 2008 - Miss you Tae
Today I took the girls, Mia and Joy to their school to get their bus pass. On the way there, Joy said "Mum ..Tae is smiling at me ...see the sun..it's shining" I tried to hold back the tears and Mia quickly put her head out and cried out "Good morning Tae.. what's like up there with God?" The girls are doing okay, but they have been asking lots of questions, especially Joy. Driving around Suva without Tae is not the same.. we all miss her.
Taholo is in Barcelona for a meeting and he emailed back how he enjoyed the opening of their meeting and an orchestra would play and an acrobat would perform some incredible act (climbing and swinging from a piece of clothe hanging from the roof, balancing acts etc) for 7 minutes - stunning visualsback and Right through he thought of Tae and how much she would appreciate something like that and then remembering Tae sees something glorious glorious glorious every moment in heaven and what we are watching even at its most spectacular is a piddling comparison.
I have started putting Tae's writings/journals togther.. it has not been easy but it will be done someday. She has left a lot behind and with her writings .. shows how strong she was and even up to the day she passed on... nothing changed...she held on to her faith in God right to the end.
We miss you Tae..mate he 'ofa atu meiate au mum mo ho little sister Mia and Joy and also from Dad.
Keep singing baby...I know He is watching over me .. and You are watching us with Him.
Dear Sina...
I really love the pictures shown here...I know how hard it is to face driving around Suva without Tae...just reading through filled my eyes with tears...as for seeing the girls in church without Tae, it so reminds me that she is in a better place...but i smiled as i saw them running around smiling and playing with friends..Tae must be proud of them...as they walk on...walk strong...although Tae is gone...but her memories are still freshly remembered....'ofa lahi atu...Mia and Joy...keep up the spirit and you're both awesome and sure that Tae is so proud of you...
'ofa atu moe lotu,
Pola, Noa, Nane, Malia, Suli, Mone, Sefesi, felix, Kelisimi, 'Una
Posted by: 'Una | October 07, 2008 at 01:14 AM
Sina, i know how you feel. its so pain, but she's in somewhere more beautiful and peace.
OKu ou ofa atu kia koe moe faigataa oku ke sii iai. ofa atu kihe ogoua fefine.
Joy meaa ko hoo foi vouvou..keep up those smile.
ofa lahia atu
Posted by: Ofa Helu | October 07, 2008 at 04:43 AM
Hello Sister Sina,
The pictures are so beautiful and yes the shining sun is totally Little Tae!!! She continues to shine in everything!!!
'Ofa Lahi Atu,
:)) Kava :))
Posted by: Kava Tulua | October 07, 2008 at 07:41 AM
Hi Sina
You may remember me, I was the leader of the Bethlehem college mission team to Maamaloa in July.
I think of you and Tae every day, I have her song downloaded on my PC at school...
Can you e-mail me regarding the cancer centre you are putting together?
I would love to come out and help and bring resources from NZ in the January holidays.
Chris
Posted by: Chris High | October 07, 2008 at 10:24 PM
Hi Girls
I know you're all trying to cope without Tae and that's a fact when someone you love,usually do things together is not around physically.But I am sure,she's shining beautifully up in Heaven and forever singing with the angels while looking over you and us at the same time.How sweet and amazing is that!!!!!!Much 'ofa atu to u all and happy school days to you Mia and Joy...We'll be visiting uncle Lopeti this Saturday cos Vai is very busy right now especially preparing a speech for this Friday night.He's doing a bible study tonight at New Lynn Parish while I stay home with Sione and his friend...
'Ofa atu,
Walk On Walk Strong.
Posted by: Saiatua | October 08, 2008 at 09:15 PM
Sina,
si'i mate he 'ofa atu kia kimoutolu. tau fakafeta'i pe he koe 'Otua lahi 'ikai ke tau 'ilo ki he'ene fokotu'utu'u ma'ae kaha'u. tokaange pe ha taimi kou 'eva atu ki hena moe hoa ee.
'ofa lahi atu kia Mia & Joy.
God Bless.
Posted by: Nesi Palu | October 09, 2008 at 10:23 PM